Lately, all I can think of is boys. I never used to be interested before but now I feel nice when a boy looks at me. I love watching those music programmes on TV where the boys and girls dance together. I imagine that I am also dancing with them. Yesterday I was daydreaming about it in class and my friend had to shake me when the teacher called out my name. When my elder brother’s friends come home, I like being in the room with them. Once in a while, one of them says something to me and then I get so embarrassed and feel myself go red. I am so scared that people will guess what I am thinking and call me a ‘bad girl’. I sometimes think that I must be the only girl feeling this way. I can’t talk to anyone about it. Is there something wrong with me?
Letter 2
Lately, all I can think of is boys. I never used to be interested before but now I feel nice when a boy looks at me. I love watching those music programmes on TV where the boys and girls dance together. I imagine that I am also dancing with them. Yesterday I was daydreaming about it in class and my friend had to shake me when the teacher called out my name. When my elder brother’s friends come home, I like being in the room with them. Once in a while, one of them says something to me and then I get so embarrassed and feel myself go red. I am so scared that people will guess what I am thinking and call me a ‘bad girl’. I sometimes think that I must be the only girl feeling this way. I can’t talk to anyone about it. Is there something wrong with me?